lunes, 17 de agosto de 2015

POR SI ME PROHÍBEN HABLAR

Por si acaso, y solo por eso
Saco estos versos.

Por si no pudiese hablar jamás;
Por si ya tuviese que mi ruido callar.
Por si fuera el caso de no poder expresar.
Por si fuera cierto que mi voz morirá.
Que no lo hará.

Siempre hallaré la salida,
Sin morir nunca más.
Siempre seré la valiente
Desde el siguiente tic-tac,
Que ya ha de sonar.

Cuanto hago y cuanto digo es mi propio delito.
No pasará de ahí ni se convertirá en delirio.
Dado que no hay locura, sino infinito.
Un ocho tumbado que superan los niños.
Robar delitos.

Hasta el futuro desde el pasado.
Pasando por el Nilo
Cuando uno está tumbado
Será cuando esté vivo
Soñando en alto.

Al estar de pie solo empeoramos,
Pues antes era mágica y ahora es álgebra;
La vida de sucesos que nos ha tocado;
Nos ha marcado.

En el barco hacia el horizonte
Encaminados a ser felices
No hay dichos ni perdices,
Sino asalta-montes y saltamontes.
¡Y los aprendices!

Por qué no, al final venimos.
Aunque no nos despedimos,
Incluso puede que nos veamos,
Cuando coincidamos
En este Nilo.

lunes, 3 de agosto de 2015

FOUR YEARS NOW

Why?
Why?
Why are always the best gone?
Why at 27?
Why does this have to do with music?

The worst industry for depressed people,
The best for bitches who just want fame, without caring about making GOOD and REAL music.

It is not about notes,
It is not about perfection.
This is about feelings.
And feeling.
Deep, very deep.
Inside our everything.

But real feelings are dangerous;
Once in this world there's no way back.
Even dying, you were already born once, already existed, and we still can't turn back time.

If only we could travel to the past...
Just to the past, not to the future.
And then back to the present.
To live day to day.

Roller-coasters.
Upside down.
Up and down.
Down town.
Up high.
Up.
And then down.

Air.
Fire.
Rain.
Water.
Earth.
Ocean.
Sea.
See.
Watch.
Feel.
Beat.
Boom.
Bang.
Gone.
Bye.
Leave.
Stay.
Always stay.

Just you.
Just yourself.
For yourself.

Fourth year without her making us feel.
Fourth year without she feeling.
Fourth year of darkness for the world.
And four years of darkness for my heart.

Four years without her.
Four years now in hell.

No warm,
No calm,
No ups,
No downs.
Just loneliness.
Misunderstood.
Here without you.

My heart is still buried in the deepest ocean's waters, next to yours.
Rest In Peace Amy Jade.
For ever. For you, for us, for the world, which misses you.

And play a song for me when I'm gone too.
Prepare the best Lollapalooza ever with Joplin, Cobain, Jackson, Hendrix... Queen, don't forget about Queen!

Wish you have the best eternal time.
Fly free to the Moon and shine shine shine.

July-23, 2015